Whatever

Whatever, if you want to leave then leave. If you want to stay, stay. Whatever, if you love me, love me. If you don’t, don’t pretend Whatever, if you want me, want only me. If you don‘t, don‘t use my body for your fantasy lovers. Whatever, if you want to speak to me respect me. If you can‘t respect me, don‘t speak to me. Whatever, if you‘re lying don‘t make promises you won‘t keep. If you make a promise, I expect you to fulfill it. Whatever, if what we had was a lie, I wish you would just tell me. If it wasn‘t, I wish you would make me believe it. Whatever, if you want to be hateful and hurt me then do it. If you do though, don‘t expect me to care anymore. Whatever, if you want to threaten and scare me then do it. If you do, don‘t be surprised if I don‘t flinch or cry. Whatever, if you want to see how many times you can break my heart then keep counting. If you see that it doesn‘t work anymore, don‘t blame me. Whatever, if it makes you feel better to treat me like dirt under your feet then do it. If you realize I‘m not there the next time you try to stomp on me, think about why. Whatever, if you don‘t believe how much I love you and how much of myself I have given to you then don‘t. If you feel lonely when you finally break me and force me to go, remember I will still love you and wish I was there next to you. Whatever, if none of these words mean anything to you they don‘t. If you see me cry one last time, maybe you‘ll realize what every word we have said to each other really meant to me. Whatever……..