Second week

Well, so far this week is doing better than last. I am settling into the new term at school and have gotten my schedule for this term situated. The first week is always rough on me learning the new "classroom" routines for page setup ad I am always grumpy when I don't hae a schedule. Now that I have gotten a chance to really do some work on both classes I am calming down because I have been able to work ahead a little. Being bi-polar and just learning what is wrong with me I am still getting a grasp on not letting these things get to me too roughly. The last two terms I was "crazy" and extremely upset for the first couple of weeks. Knowing now that I am bi-polar makes it easier for me to take control of myself a little better so that I can get on course much quicker. (the meds don't hurt either...lol) I look forward to the rest of this term. Also, at times I do write to get out my emotions and will post some of those things here ae well. I know they are nowhere near anykind of writing standard, but they aren't meant to be. I write them because getting the thoughts and feelings out of my head help me and I post them because I hope they help someone else to know they aren't the only one that feel that way.